dont know where to start…
its feels like i should dream…
dream about the way i should be…
or dream about the way my world would be.

one has to be a realist thats true..
after all its a world full of pessimist..
realists are hard to find…

people live life as they are supposed to..
wat if i ask why do you live then…
i am not sure how many ask this as a question..
there is one who does it every day…
and there is one whom does even know what to ask…
but who is better…

i tell myself that you think…you dream…you ask urself why..wat for..
but these are the questions there is no straight forward answer…
then why do i ask…
again a why?

yet i think…hopefully one day i will be enlightened…
solace is a myth one may never attain…
but i keep striving dream and be a realist i tell myself…
anyways…to much sometimes makes me wonder…
after all life is like this only…
can one really control it then…